People change.. and sometimes not for the good.

Okay, one week you are fine, and you are your regular old self. But... the next week, you've changed. A couple of people can notice that you've changed, but, how do we know if you've changed, can be a good thing, or a bad thing? You can't, until their behaivor starts acting up, which is exactly what hapened. You''ve changed, and it's not a good thing. Your not your oldself.. but people want your oldself back. You've even admitted that you've changed a little, but it seems more than you a are a little. The question is, why? Why did you change, and why are you acting and treating people like this?
One of your best friends, who has always been there for you, is drifting away, because of you. And, since your acting like this, your not even making an effort to keep the best friend you had. Yup, had, past tense, because right now, she's not your best friend, and you caused this. You should apologize to her, but you said your "too manly" to do that. If you were any kind of man, that cared about his best friend, you would go apologize, not caring if your "too manly" or not. You might, or already had, lost your best friend, and your the only one to blame in all this, not her.